Monday 4 April 2016

SATURATION POINT


He said, “There are moments in all of our lives when we are compelled to ask ourselves, how far are we willing to go for what we want? How far are we willing to risk, to sacrifice, to endure because it’s one thing to yearn for something and quite another to find the strength to achieve it?” She understood, “It was his SATURATION POINT.”

When do you realize that you have had enough? When do you feel that you have no courage left in you to keep pushing forward or is it really that important to carry this on. They all say, “Try until the time you feel satisfied with your efforts and after that just let it be.” My question is that were they not risking, sacrificing and enduring? Did the yearning for something drain the strength which was required to achieve it? That moment when nothing more affects us and we become numb to almost everything is what we call our saturation point. The question is why does such a condition arise when we become emotionless and so numb that even the pain is painless? Drop by drop the level of his pain was increasing. He was trying hard to control his feelings and keep it to himself but until when. For sure, he has to face the stagnancy and reach the stage where he had to ask himself that does he have the strength to move forward. Nobody knows the answer. Maybe, not even him.

Is it really okay to face this? Moreover, what to do after reaching a point where nothing would help even if you pour something more to it? She wanted to help but couldn’t. She wanted to be by his side but preferred staying away thinking that might help. Self-healing was the process she thought about. Was it working? Was giving him space actually started creating differences? She was left in the mid of nowhere and he as well. They both hung upon something which could be sorted only if the level of saturation comes down.